If you saw my first post on this sub (deleted by mods), one of the Pokemon that appear on my hyperfixation list is Kirlia. I use Kirlia as a fictional avatar of myself due to my personality matching very well with Kirlia according to the Pokedex. Kirlia (and Gengar) are my favorite Pokemon for this reason.
I’ve utilized drawing (or more accurately sketching as shown from my 1 minute quick sketch on this post) as a vehicle for expressing my thoughts, emotions, ideas, etc since I was a small child. I started to develop a lifelong hyperfixation with Pokemon at 12 and I would use Gengar as my first Pokesona, until my Pokesona slowly changes to a Kirlia at 14. Naturally, I would combine my Kirlia Pokesona and my drawing skills to pour my soul into sketches that would pertain to my current mood at the time of the sketch. Due to my bullying and past childhood traumas, I was at a constant poor state of mind growing up and these sketches would help me get through rough times. Even to this day, I still use my Kirlia Pokesona to express my emotions.
Before anyone asks, this is not how I normally draw. I drew this Kirlia sketch in 30 seconds while I was bored on my college class.
The servers are almost filled with them. Be careful everyone if someone tried to make a trade with p1. I was going to to trade for my gt3rs at the time only the 1st p1 were there. I had some doubts because there was weird text on window. As i was inspecting the car the second p1 came in. Thank god it came at the right time or I would’ve done the trade.